Simply Just Like that

Stop, Look Back & Continue..

2010-01-01T00:38:00.000-08:00

At the last day of 2009, I'll just stop and look back at what had happened and what i had done.

2009 is a year that fill with lots of setbacks for me.

The days i felt that i was such a failure in my life.

The days i thought i had nothing in my life.

The days i felt that my tears were going to roll down from my eyes.

The days i felt that everyone were gone.

Somehow is just a 'lost' year for me.

But in the end i still overcome everything and continued with my journey.

Maybe there were even more things that happened in 2009, but who's cared!

What had be done, cannot be undone.

So we just continued with our life with hope and wishes!

I had a feeling that 2010 will be a good year for me!

I can feel it and i believed it!

-A successful person come with a great ambition and great dream-

A new chapter

2009-06-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

After 10 days of comfinement weeks, i'm finally back home!

Home is indeed the most comfortable place to be.

A place where u can take a really good rest whenever you are tired.

A place where u can really feel to be loved. ^_^

Entering NS is indeed something special and interesting part in every guys' life.

Each and everyone will be both mentally and physically 'trained'.

Well for me, i've seemed to adapt well and doing fine in everything.

Place seemed to be quite nice, food also 'not so bad' and blar blar blar.

Most importantly, people over there are quite friendly including my FI (fitness instructor)

When i was able to book out today, i can't imagine that i've been staying in the camp for the

past 10 days.

Everything seemed to be a dream, or rather i've been entering 'other people life' doing

something that is not meant for me.

Hmm, i can't really explain that kind of feeling, but is indeed a special feeling.

*All i wish now is everything will be fine*

-looking for the missing piece-

心情

2009-05-31T17:13:00.000-07:00

现在都已经是早上8点了，但是我还是没法入睡。

我想我真的失眠了。

当我闭上眼时，脑海里总是由好多画面，好多的回忆跑了进来，怎么赶也赶不走。

昨晚我出门前希望去的时候不会看到你，但是到的时候他们告诉我你不在，

心里的深处突然有种莫名的伤感。

我一直以为我什么都做了，但是才发现我忘了把你忘掉。

你知道吗，对你残酷时，其实我心里真的很伤心，但是我真的没办法才那么做。

失去后才懂的珍惜，是我此时此刻才能深深的体会到。

虽然你看不到，但是希望你一切都好

Take care......

*你是我一生的遗憾*

-looking for the missing piece-

人性

2009-05-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

人往往都是个建忘和自私的动物吧？

是不是每当一个人犯了一个错误，他平常所做的好事都会被忘掉？

在一个人最关建的时候，最需要别人的体谅时，却得到冷漠的言语。

就因为人们这时记得他的不好，忘了他的好，而少了一点体谅。

我想这个世界就是这样吧？

如果一个人犯了法，法官判了他几年牢，但是社会的人却会判他终生监禁。

就因为他犯了错，而我们都忘了他的好，也没给点体谅和谅解。

也不知道怎么会去写这些东西，可能就是感受吧？

很多时候，什么都不想说，只希望有人能了解和体谅。

但是到头来才发现，这社会是多么的现实和自私的。。。

*this is what i get in the end*

-looking for the missing piece-

选择

2009-05-22T12:21:00.000-07:00

有时总是在想，为什么什么事情总是要做个选择？

如果一生总是平平坦坦的走下去，那不是很好吗？

人总是因为为一定要做个选择而烦恼，而做了选择后更烦恼。

因为要担心这个，担心那个，还怕自己的选择到最后会后悔。

我一直以为自己做的选择不会后悔，原来到最后还是一样。

是上天的戏弄，还命运如持?

因为我害怕我会伤心，所以我选择宁愿做坏人。

因为我害怕我会舍不得，所以我选择不见。

因为我害怕我不能给你你所要的，所以我选择骗你

但是没想到到最后，后悔选择了我。。。。

*我所给的不是你想要的，但是不代表我没给我所能给的*

-looking for the missing piece-

简单

2009-04-01T12:41:00.000-07:00

有好多多的事总是在你最不尽意的情况下发生。

是因为命中注定还是上天的安排？

我想我也不知道！

知道答案后又能怎样，难道要怪老天爷吗?

呈近在我人生最低潮的时候，你出现了。因为你，我有了目标于勇气。

虽然到最后你还是离开了，但是我真的很感谢你的出现。

现在的我不会要求任何东西，但是想有人在我的身边支持我, 给我勇气让面对这一且。

累了，真的累了...

*God will open a window for you if all the doors are closed*

-looking for the missing piece-

烦！

2009-03-15T12:29:00.000-07:00

Freaking Hell!

Why nothing is going right!

Can just anyboady help me out!

I guess not!

F*** man!

*All i want is a listening ears*

-looking for the missing piece-

坚持

2009-02-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

走到这里，我真的累了，真的累了..

要怎么走下去，连我自己也不知道...

要不是你们，我早就放弃了..

我真的不忍心看到你们怎么的累，但是我也知道我很能怎样..

是上天把我们给忘了，还是这是它给我们的考验...

如果真的是那样，我也认了..

为了你们，我原意放弃了那些原应该属于我的幸福..

我从来没后悔我会那么做，只因为能看到你们好才是最重要的事..

你们的好，才是我这一生最开心的事..

*i just want to run away*

-looking for the missing piece-

My valentine

2009-02-05T08:56:00.000-08:00

Someday, i'll kneel down in front of everyone and ask for your hand and said,

i promise to myself that if ever i had the chance to hold your hand, i'll never ever let go.

No matter is happiness and sadness, i just hope you can be there to witness and be part of

my life.

Whenever you are down, i promise i'll always by your side listening to you.

Whenever you are angry, i promise i'll keep very quiet to be your 'venting machine'.

Whenever you are happy, i promise i'll always be the first one to share the joy with you.

Whenever you are sad, i'll not do anything...

Because i know that it won't happened.

I promise that everyday,

every hours,

every minutes and

every second....

you'll be the most happiest lady on earth.

*Will you be my valentine? *

-looking for the missing piece-

Don't leave me alone..

2009-01-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

Suddenly, i feel that everything around me is getting more quiet.

Is because i'm not in a mood or someone who is out there is feeling down?

I'm really don't understand what is going on out there., can someone just tell me?

Days after days i waiting for your calls or just some simple message to let me know

how are you or how's have you been.

Out of the sudden, you've disappeared from my life and everything are back to square again.

I just hate this feeling!

You are so unique that i had never thought of getting you out of my mind.

You are so unique that i had never thought that i'll miss you days and nights.

You are so unique that i just couldn't understand what am i doing now.

yah, you are indeed special.

But story always had a sad ending.

Somehow, This is how a story going to end now.

The End............

*No one can touch my heart like you do*

-you are that missing piece-

会呼吸的痛...

2009-01-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

今的风吹起时，有一种莫名的伤感..

感觉上心又痛了一下，是因为一切都结束了吗？

一切的一切都在突如期来的时候开始，在慢慢的淡化中结束..

感觉上好像做了一场梦，只可惜这个梦没想像中的久...

在美的梦，也有醒来的一天，

而醒来后才发现眼眶含有泪水，

因为这就是一场美梦后的代价...

*一切都是值得的*

-looking for the missing piece-

Smile:)

2008-12-30T10:08:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey! i'm here blogging, so don't keep saying i didn't blog.

I also not sure what to write because right now my mind is totally in a mess.

Things also happen for a reason, but certain things doesn't need a reason.

It'll happen because it was meant to be happen, and somehow there are no way to avoid it.

All we can do is just accept it and face it.

Hmm, just forget all those unhappy things.

Some stupid photo to brighten my night!

Trying to show your eyes is bigger than mine?

A irittating girl holding a cutie dog with a wonderful guy! LOLX!

Smile:)

Mikko!

This photo is now hanging ourside my room for special use!

I guess tonight i'll have a wonderful sleep. Good NigHt:)

*Sometimes i wonder if it is worth it, then i look at your smile and i know it is*

-looking for the missing piece-

:)

2008-12-07T11:22:00.001-08:00

If smile is a sign of happiness,

then it'll be you:)

*当风吹起时，就我在想你的时候*

-looking for the missing piece-

‘踏实感’

2008-11-21T06:51:00.000-08:00

对一人的感觉能够维持多久？好几天，几个月，还是好几年？

这种感觉总是无法用时间去衡量。

当感觉对的时候，不管什么事都好，即使要天上的星星都没问题。

但是感觉一但失去，就不会是那样了。

没人知道感觉几时会来，几时会走。但是有多少人了解那种感觉踏实吗？

‘感觉’总是让人失去了原有的理智，发生了以后才后悔为何当初要那么做。

要理智的去想一样事情不难，但是要理智的去做一样事情才难。

梦总就还是梦，因为眼前的才是现实....

*你的想念真的是想念吗？*

-looking for the missing piece-

我的心

2008-11-03T11:00:00.000-08:00

怎么你会在这个时候出现？

当我的心平静下来时，你又出现..

是你真的想起我了吗？

原以为平静的心不会在有浪潮，但是我我才发现

我错了..

*想念你的心从来没停止过*

-looking for the missing pieces-

A time for myself..

2008-10-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

10月27日, 雨天

今天的天气特别的清凉，感觉上上天希望我们在忙碌的生活里能停下我们繁忙的脚步,

去感受一下这世界的美。

今天的我真的停下来去感受一下那种即舒服又有回忆的感觉。

回想起所有所有的事，才真的发现一切的一切都在变。

不管是人，是事还是自己，都可以发觉真的已经不是以前的那些了。

在怎么的不舍得，还是要接受这一切的事实。

可能有些人拚命的去挽留，还是去做改变，只希望这一切可以一直像过去一样的完美。

有人觉得只要他站在原地不动就可以了，但是他没发现虽然他没动，但是他周围的一切都在动。

但是留下眼泪的事后才发觉自己有多么的傻。

世界上没有不变的定律，所以要伤心以后才发现其实我们是多么的无助。

我们能做的只能乖乖的接受这一切的事实。

每个人都说一定要珍惜眼前的一切，不要等到失去后才来后悔。

但是又有多少人能了解其中的意义？

*我变了，但我的心没变*

-looking for the missing piece-

感觉

2008-10-12T10:06:00.000-07:00

得到后的感觉，是一种怎样的感觉？

那失去后的感觉又是一种怎样的感觉？

这种感觉很难去形容，在当你得到你想要的东西时，你会发现这世界的完美和幸福。

而当你失去的以后，你才发现这世界是那么的不公平，感觉上你是这世界最伤心的人。

这世界就是这样，不管在美的东西都会因为时间而失去它原来的美，

留下的只有那些谁也代替不了的回忆。

今天我还是发的短讯给她，奇迹的是她回我了。

在那顺间，你会发现在你的心情最不好的时候，她给你打了一个强心针。

那个就是所谓的幸福吧？

不管你在世界的哪个角落，我都会在这里祝福你每分每秒都是幸福的。

因为你的笑容是我唯一持续心跳的理由...

*相信我们还有见面的一天*

-looking for the missing piece-

Emptiness

2008-10-05T08:44:00.000-07:00

我讨厌这种空虚的感觉。

感觉上不知现在想要什么，也不知明天该这么过。

为什么会有那种感觉？我也不知道..

但是突然之间真的感觉到累了，真的累了..

在活跃的心，也想静下来的时候。

真的很想坐下来静静的看着天空，去体会这世界的美。

我一直以为那个东西对我很重要，没想到到最后我把它送给了别人。

送了之后，我才发现原来我还没忘记她。

可能我只是把她埋我的心低..

*到最后换来的只是泪水*

-looking for the missing piece-

Commitment

2008-09-22T10:41:00.000-07:00

I think it really takes a lots of courage to start a relationship, isn't it?

Somehow i don't think i had this kind of courage.

Don't ask me the reason because even me myself don't even know the answer.

Maybe i'm scared of the ending, or maybe the burden it going to be.

Right now i know that i can't give any promises because i don't want to be tied down to

'relationship'. I still love the fun outside, i'm still like to go out with friends and play with no

worries.

And most importantly, i scared in the end either of us will be tears on our face.

Maybe people will think that 'you didn't even start, and how you know the ending will be

that'. Somehow i really don't had the courage, Sorry.

No matter what , just forget all those things!

Things aren't going because i really missd lots of things and people. I really hope that i

can really find a chance and see you guys again!

从你的身上我找到了那种特别的感觉，那种即神秘又熟西的感觉！

希望我们还有机会见面！

*我喜欢你的眼神*

-looking for the missing piece-

Journey

2008-09-07T22:05:00.000-07:00

Firstly, i'm want to say Happy birthday to shan, Qi and Valerie!

Hope you guys enjoy your birthday and most importantly is stay happy always!

Nobody knows what are the obstacles you will be facing in the future, but i hope i've made the right choice.

*fate will bring us together again*

-looking for the missing piece-

Birthday:)

2008-08-19T10:33:00.000-07:00

8月19 日，阴天

今天是个特别的日子，是我21岁的生日..

What can i say? i'm just one year older than last year!

Always thought that i'll have a big celebration this year, but in the end i just choose to have a simple

but yet a nice and warm celebration.

Today i had received quite a number of birthday msg from alots of friends. But somehow no matter

how long i wait, i just didn't receive the msg from the both of them.

是她们忘了吗，还是说？

我想要的只是简单的祝福，这样也很难吗？

只少我会觉的她们没把我给忘了..

真的是那样吗？

不管怎样，谢谢你让我有个美好的一天。

谢谢晚上意外的卡片，

谢谢美好的礼物，

谢谢一切的一切，

我打从心底感谢你！

*一个拥抱就代表一切*

-looking for the missing piece-

Picture taken on the s'pore flyer

我想要。。

2008-08-17T11:05:00.000-07:00

突然之间，我也不知道这条路要怎么走。

之前所做的一切，是为了这一天...

但是怎么觉的又害怕会后悔。

我该怎么办？

*想牵着你那熟西又陌生的手*

-looking for the missing piece-

雨天

2008-08-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

一阵阵的冷风吹过，天突然下起了雨，

代表你心情不好了吗？

还是我想起你了？

突然之间好想跟你分享我生命中的一切，

你感觉到了吗？

*喜欢在一起的感觉*

*looking for the missing piece*

2008-08-08T11:54:00.000-07:00

8月8日，晴

今天看到你真好！

*只要你好，就好*

*looking for the missing piece*

How i wish..

2008-08-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

8月7日，晴

今天也不知怎么了，突然间下起了大雨。

这是件好事吗？我也不知道...

总觉得突然间得到了莫一样东西时，就会失去另一样...

真的会是那样吗？

生日快到了，但是又不知道要怎么过...

今年的我突然间有点不太想过生日..

为什么会那样，我自己本生也不知道..

可能就感觉吧？

我想今年的我只想有个简单又温馨的生日..

就觉得有一群要好的朋友在你的生边陪伴着你过那么有意义的一天，不是很好吗？

我不想谁在也不是谁，我要的只是呈近的欢笑和陪伴..

难道这样要求会过分吗？

我希望这次的生日不是单单为我庆祝，而是一场大家在一起的一天..

我真的希望

*美好的时光是大家在一起的时候*

*looking for the missing piece*

想念

2008-08-06T11:46:00.000-07:00

8月6日，晴

在深夜的夜里，听起了熟悉的歌，

突然间想起了你，希望现在的你过的很好。。

想念是美好的

*looking for the missing piece*

Full of thoughts

2008-08-03T11:27:00.000-07:00

8月3日，晴

今天也不知在想什么，只觉得脑海里一片空白。

突然间总觉得一切的一切没了那种意义。

不管怎样，希望明天会更好！

Will you be there when i need you ?

*looking for the missing piece*

I miss the days..

2008-08-01T12:57:00.000-07:00

I miss those secondary school days where everyone of us were having fun and crapping

together.

I miss those days sitting down in the canteen eating curry chicken rice.

I miss those days where everyone of us were cracking their head for idea of how to help

those people to celebrate their birthday.

I miss those days where the guys will be gathering at 805 to drink coffee and crapping

together.

And i really miss those days where everyone really get together, together for no reason.

就因为我们想聚在一起！

And i really hope that 'this no reason' will continue!

Definitely, i'll miss those days with her by my side.

美好的回忆是抢不走的

*looking for the missing piece*

无悠无虑的一天

2008-07-31T11:13:00.000-07:00

美丽的一天，

和一群可爱的朋友，

吃一顿美好的食物，

是一种美好的感觉！

不是吗？

有时候相遇就是一个美丽的缘分..

*looking for the missing piece*

peaceful night

2008-07-29T11:50:00.000-07:00

7月29 日，晴

一天一天的过去，也越来越不清楚这一切是为了什么..

当时的目的也慢慢的模糊，那真的是我想要的吗?

我想我真的不知道..

可能我只想要有一颗不后悔的心..

*looking for the missing piece*

A new blog

2008-07-24T10:47:00.000-07:00

First post in this brand new blog of mine.

Day ended in a nice and familiar feeling.

*looking for the missing piece*