Stop, Look Back & Continue..
Friday, January 1, 2010 12:38 AM
At the last day of 2009, I'll just stop and look back at what had happened and what i had done.
2009 is a year that fill with lots of setbacks for me.
The days i felt that i was such a failure in my life.
The days i thought i had nothing in my life.
The days i felt that my tears were going to roll down from my eyes.
The days i felt that everyone were gone.
Somehow is just a 'lost' year for me.
But in the end i still overcome everything and continued with my journey.
Maybe there were even more things that happened in 2009, but who's cared!
What had be done, cannot be undone.
So we just continued with our life with hope and wishes!
I had a feeling that 2010 will be a good year for me!
I can feel it and i believed it!
-A successful person come with a great ambition and great dream-
A new chapter
Friday, June 19, 2009 6:13 AM
After 10 days of comfinement weeks, i'm finally back home!
Home is indeed the most comfortable place to be.
A place where u can take a really good rest whenever you are tired.
A place where u can really feel to be loved. ^_^
Entering NS is indeed something special and interesting part in every guys' life.
Each and everyone will be both mentally and physically 'trained'.
Well for me, i've seemed to adapt well and doing fine in everything.
Place seemed to be quite nice, food also 'not so bad' and blar blar blar.
Most importantly, people over there are quite friendly including my FI (fitness instructor)
When i was able to book out today, i can't imagine that i've been staying in the camp for the
past 10 days.
Everything seemed to be a dream, or rather i've been entering 'other people life' doing
something that is not meant for me.
Hmm, i can't really explain that kind of feeling, but is indeed a special feeling.
*All i wish now is everything will be fine*
-looking for the missing piece-
心情
Sunday, May 31, 2009 5:13 PM
现在都已经是早上8点了，但是我还是没法入睡。
我想我真的失眠了。
当我闭上眼时，脑海里总是由好多画面，好多的回忆跑了进来，怎么赶也赶不走。
昨晚我出门前希望去的时候不会看到你，但是到的时候他们告诉我你不在，
心里的深处突然有种莫名的伤感。
我一直以为我什么都做了，但是才发现我忘了把你忘掉。
你知道吗，对你残酷时，其实我心里真的很伤心，但是我真的没办法才那么做。
失去后才懂的珍惜，是我此时此刻才能深深的体会到。
虽然你看不到，但是希望你一切都好
Take care......
*你是我一生的遗憾*
-looking for the missing piece-
人性
Saturday, May 23, 2009 10:31 AM
人往往都是个建忘和自私的动物吧？
是不是每当一个人犯了一个错误，他平常所做的好事都会被忘掉？
在一个人最关建的时候，最需要别人的体谅时，却得到冷漠的言语。
就因为人们这时记得他的不好，忘了他的好，而少了一点体谅。
我想这个世界就是这样吧？
如果一个人犯了法，法官判了他几年牢，但是社会的人却会判他终生监禁。
就因为他犯了错，而我们都忘了他的好，也没给点体谅和谅解。
也不知道怎么会去写这些东西，可能就是感受吧？
很多时候，什么都不想说，只希望有人能了解和体谅。
但是到头来才发现，这社会是多么的现实和自私的。。。
*this is what i get in the end*
-looking for the missing piece-
选择
Friday, May 22, 2009 12:21 PM
有时总是在想，为什么什么事情总是要做个选择？
如果一生总是平平坦坦的走下去，那不是很好吗？
人总是因为为一定要做个选择而烦恼，而做了选择后更烦恼。
因为要担心这个，担心那个，还怕自己的选择到最后会后悔。
我一直以为自己做的选择不会后悔，原来到最后还是一样。
是上天的戏弄，还命运如持?
因为我害怕我会伤心，所以我选择宁愿做坏人。
因为我害怕我会舍不得，所以我选择不见。
因为我害怕我不能给你你所要的，所以我选择骗你
但是没想到到最后，后悔选择了我。。。。
*我所给的不是你想要的，但是不代表我没给我所能给的*
-looking for the missing piece-
简单
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 12:41 PM
有好多多的事总是在你最不尽意的情况下发生。
是因为命中注定还是上天的安排？
我想我也不知道！
知道答案后又能怎样，难道要怪老天爷吗?
呈近在我人生最低潮的时候，你出现了。 因为你，我有了目标于勇气。
虽然到最后你还是离开了，但是我真的很感谢你的出现。
现在的我不会要求任何东西，但是想有人在我的身边支持我, 给我勇气让面对这一且。
累了，真的累了...
*God will open a window for you if all the doors are closed*
-looking for the missing piece-
烦！
Sunday, March 15, 2009 12:29 PM
Freaking Hell!
Why nothing is going right!
Can just anyboady help me out!
I guess not!
F*** man!
*All i want is a listening ears*
-looking for the missing piece-